So I guess I'm feeling a little vulnerable right now. I'm done my internship, I don't know what's going to happen with career. It's like I've got multiple directions I can take and I'm not sure which one to take or if I'm even going to be permitted to take them. Maybe doors will be shut before I have a chance to open them and prove myself.
I definitely want some sort of change in my life, I guess primarily financially.
Wouldn't it be nice if life was easy?! As I age life seems like it has become more difficult for me. In some ways I feel I have a better handle on things, for instance I'm generally not as insecure. I can stand behind my decisions more now then when I was in my early twenties, but with more and more responsibilities comes more and more DECISIONS and more and more complications.
I wanted to start a blog because I have lots of opinions, which really everyone usually does. I don't know if my opinions will be the most insightful, creative or intelligent, but I felt that maybe they were worth putting down. I guess I'm in a complicated time in my life, but also I'm in a part of my life that I feel that I want to give back, however large or small that may be.
I have many issues that I'm dealing with in my life and I'm sure that I'll have a blog or two posted on each one of those frustrating issues. Maybe, hopefully I'll have an inspirational blog or two as well. I personally have struggled with many ups and downs in my life, sometimes more downs and then ups, and maybe this sort of expression of thoughts and feelings may be a new and interesting way to share my life experiences with others.
I must say that I am also feeling a little vulnerable about 'Blogging'. Putting my thoughts, opinions and lousy grammar down and sending them into Internet space for anyone to read who types in my URL is a little nerve racking. Anyway I guess I'll see how it goes for now. I'll cross my fingers.
Ba ma pii (means something like 'bye for now' in Ojibway)